| for me it is difficult to move on from hurtful situations of the past, to changing my mentality in referencing the futute/present. not for any yearning of the past because, those are circumstances, situations, moments, and lessons i learnt from and dare not experience again-but, because i feel as if those hurtful situations take from me , shape and guard me when i feel down, as if it comes back to the root of the problem. i am not a young stupid woman in the slightest and not dumb enough to not appreciate what i have, and whom i have in my life. but the part of me i dislike is the part that feels manipulated and controlled by my past even though im glad to be away from it. only when i feel down and slightly defeated do i lock myself up-in the least dramatic way i can conjure up. ha but, instead of locking im jamming to lights-ellie- and writting, and making a board. and trying to ungrit the mess in my head, that feels like nothing the majority of the time.
women. jeez la peez. we dont even understand ourselves *cue tribal music from "Some Nights" -Fun
palante, palante, ni patras ni cojer impulso
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| Shake it for the birds, shake it for the bees
Shake it for the catfish swimmin' down deep in the creek
For the crickets and the critters and the squirrels
Shake it to the moon |
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| i have to change my outlook. because when i do, everything falls into place. and everything has, but consistency is key.
scars on 45*
bliss, arms stretched out at sides lost in the music and wind.
im in the now for once. and it feels alright, very alright |
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| what... happened tonight.....and how?
maybe its a good thing?
SOOO unexpected. |
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| Daily horoscope:
you hit the nail on the head!
shucks
Right now you feel like a little more introverted than usual. It's okay to step away from the spotlight and spend some time alone. When you're ready to be social again, you'll pick up right where you left off.
simon and garfunkel is lovely at 3 am. |
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